Okay.. How do I feel..?? Kinda numb.. Kinda not really real.. is that odd?
I thought I was so much stronger than this.. had so much inner strength to support myself.. I've dug deeper and deeper and it's not ANYWHERE..
If I could turn back the clocks, I wouldn't change everything, I guess i'd just prepare myself for this.. but thats SILLY.. because no one can prepare you for this!!
I guess i'm just rambling on this thing now, I'm not talking sense, but it helps, it helps to talk to someone who can't talk back.. can't tell me their bit.. can't tell me the things they think I need to hear!
I just miss him, I miss everything, every tiny little thing..
is that so wrong?
Peace out
xx
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